zindagi

Life is a wonderful journey...no one knows what Tomorrow holds.... Therefore live life as if there is no tomorrow... No matter what hurts you, life does go on.... We are here for a reason...and we are still here...so Make full use of it....

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

What A Day





Today...I was looking forward to climbing.. since I didnt do it last week...reason??
1) diarrohea
2) friend last minute want to go on thurs...toooo bad... I book ticket for xMen already...

Although I was not feeling that great (dont know why, could it be PMS?? hmmm.. dont think so lehh).. I still went, because usually I will be ok after meeting friends...
It was ok in the beginning...This gal came out from nowhere and grab me by the neck - AAAHHH... ya allah ya rabbi ya rasullulah... Was surprised to see her there so early...because she always come around 1900hrs...
Paid, change clothings, do stretching(of course!! I wouldnt want to be aching the next day)
My friend started climbing first... I do next... You know, climbing follow the colors-based on the range from beginners to expert.. By the time, I reached back starting point, my friend was like "you never follow colors." I knew it.. I knew I stepped on wrong colors thrice... I knew it MYSELF... there goes my friend, said the four words AGAIN!!! I said again that I knew... I was soooo PISSED OFF that I raised my voice... Untied myself and rest.. my friend?? He went other side... It was over 5mins, wondering why he didnt come back... Saw him standing far far away...Hes hurt... but you cant blame me!!! I chit chatting away and relayed for another gal....
Went over to him and asked if hes climbing .. he just shook his head... OKIEEE...
The second time I asked, same answer...
Guess what I did???
I said "fine, i go off"
Took my clothes, change... salam the gal and Im gone!!!
Gone with the Wind...
AARRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH...
Really pissed.....this is the FIRST time that I acted this way with him...
HUNGRY!!!! Cheh! thought I can have my ginger tea....hmm... a'aahhhh...in my bag, there is potato chips... Ravenously open it and *munch* *munch*
Still hungry.. okie.. panda biscuits, its your turn....
But actually, I was hoping that my friend will sms or call.. but ZILCH!!!
The night was beautiful..peaceful... and ... guess what!!! I took some pictures...trying the different scene selection... ...

Saturday, May 27, 2006

friday nite @ esplanade...
see how so serene the place.....
weather was windy...w thunder once a while..luckily no rain.. ;)

OK

im cured!!!!! no more diarohhea!!!!!!!
alhamdullilahhh....
having diarohhea is no joke man....i cant eat most of the food.. most impt i cant drink TEH!!!!!!!
luckily by friday.. when i went out, i ate cheesecake and no stomach churning!!!!
YYYAAHHHHOOOO....
today??? i know that im cured.. i ate 'lauk sambal goreng' yummyyy!!! of course its yummy..becauseee mummy cooked!!!!!

Friday, May 26, 2006

xMen - The Last Stand

Hugh Jackman aka Wolverine ... I love you!!!!!!!
your ever sharp claws amazes me..
your ever coolnesss engulfed me ....

The much awaited xMen 3.... dont know what to expect from this movie.... But what i know, I just cant wait to look at my beloved Wolverine.. :)
The movie is so EXCITING...lots of fighting going around.....Jean Grey is NOT DEAD!!!!!!!!
knew it that she wont .. cannot be so fast... because her power is the same as Charles Xavier... ..
when xMen started, I somehow think that Jean or Scotts will take over Charles Xavier position......
Well.. someone does have to take over as Charles Xavier died... what a pity bald man........ His death really devastates people around him..especially the students.
Three major xMen died ... how the rest going to survive depends on Storm, Wolverine and Dr Hank.....to lead the younger xMen for a better future.....

Okieee.. next show coming up CARS by Disney !!!!
YAAAHHOOO....

pstt pssttt my company has this "eat with your family" today.. ssooo im going off 1hr earlier!!!!
AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhh....

Thursday, May 25, 2006

Parentssss

Behaviour breeds behaviour...
you still teach your child wrongly!!!!!
dont you know, you are supposed to give way for alighting passengers.. not to stand within the yellow line... ????
but NNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOoo..... its them who also stand infront of the doorr...
there was this instance, I going to alight and there this boy around 9-10yrs old, who shamelessly stand infront of the door... i looked at him..he was jumping hysterically.. like a MONKEY!!!
his mother stand at one side.... did not push him away... i looked at the boy.. then at the mother.. then at the boy again....my expression?? STOIC!!!!
the mother FINALLYYYY pull the boy away from the door....
then just now, this boy around 5-6yrs old.. cannot wait to board.. he kept moving left and right..avoiding people who are alighting..
OBVIOUSLY right, people want to alight.. and here you are dont know how to WAIT!!!!!!

With these kind of people, I will always use my arm to push them back...
DONT KNOW HOW TO GIVE WAY....



Wednesday, May 24, 2006

No Ans

when you ask a question, obviously an answer is required right???
but noooooooooo...
i asked.. wait.. no answers .......asked again... wait.. no answers givennn....its as if im talking to a wall...of im talking to a mute people!!!!

yah.. when they asked questions they expect an answer ..
"hello..." "wey wey"
but me??? i asked, zilch !!!!

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

High Heel Sandals, Flat Sandals

y am i so short???
ooppssssss i didnt change back to my high heel sandals!!!!
stupid!!!!! no wonder i walked ever so comfortably.....guess its good too.. who knows i need to do marathon due to my not better yet diarohhea....
actually i can go back and change it..but lazy aahhhh... noww.. i have to bring back the flat sandals to work tomorrow.. aarrrggghhhh...
just thought of bringing a small bag....

1 more day to gooooo...
xMen xMen xMen....
yeahhhhh

????

Dont know what is wrong with me.....
Just a simple juice and sausage puff, I got diarrohea .. its veryyy immediateeeee......
But still.. I didnt go home.. Still went for dinner, then watched play at Substation..

The Play were good!!!!!! Love it alll... It touched deep on reality....But I still suffer from discomfort of diarrohea....
At home, kept going toilet everyhour... CANNOT SLEEP AGAIN!!!! oh my!!!!!!finally at 0600hrs... finally can sleep peacefully till 1000hrs...... Thats when actually I did poop while sleeping but not that bad.. Aiyarrr..there goes my plan to clean my room!!! Yah.. I already plan to clean my room on sunday.... Wipe the fan, Rearrange my bags..loads of bags... rearrange my clothings and giving out when necesarry... But my strength has been drained... really drained.. that I just had tea-O with 1slice of bread.. then drank 1jug of tea-O.... watched tv.. rest...
Lunch??? porridge!!! yuucckkyyy... ..mom cooked nice food!!! my luck of not eating it....By afternoon, its better....

Mon - oh no..why is my stomach feels pricky.... Ok Ok.. need to go see doctor...I very sleepy right..since cant sleep for few days... Went clinic.. doctor said my stomach still churning.. If i eat wrongly, then I will get it again..
Doc : What did you eat?
Me : Blueberry juice in a can and sausage puff
Doc : thats a strange combination...
Then doctor laughed at me... Here, I was, in pain.. and she laughed.. cheehhh....
She gave me medicine.. and asked me to get H2O drinks, without gas to give me strength..since I really soo hydrated.....

Tues - stomach still not good!!!!!!!!!
oh my oh my... why is it so!!!!!!

Friday, May 19, 2006

Still Not

Slleeepppyyyyy !!!!!
What is happening to me?????
Will somebody please tell me....

There was an instant, I didnt sleep for 2days...cant believe that my eyes are still sharp... :)
HAHAHA... I also didnt believe myself that I can withstand it...Well.. thats the power of ATTRACTION !!! History now.. but think back..hehehehhe

Please Please let me have some rest...
I have things to do during the weekends.. cant afford to sleep...

Hmm.. what should I think of ???

ZZZZzzzzzzz

Without sleep now will be exactly 27hours!!!!!
My gosh!!! I dont understand why I cannot sleep last night...
Reached home not that late, you know.. aroudn 2230hours.. watched bit of SVU then bathe... After that, read emails while watching hindi vcd...
0100hrs - time for bed!!!!
Toss and turn
Toss and turn
0145hrs - arrrgghh cant sleep.. very hot.. fan full blast .. what is WRONG????? Decided not to toss and turn.. on hindi vcd from first disc... Still not sleepy...
0400hrs - pointless my eyes are WIDE... OK.. exercise time.. hindi songs and I danced... danced happily for 1hour...
Time now .. 0515hrs.. flip through albums from year 2003 until 2005... Need to arrange my year 2006 photos.. wait after my lazy bug leave me.. Dont know why for past 3weeks, I been bugged w laziness!!! Terrible laziness until I didnt even keep my bags properly.... Siiggghhh...
Really Really dont understand why.....

Caffeine doesnt have any effect on me.. I can still sleep after drinking coffee/black coffee/tea...even chinese tea.. there is this friend of mine.. who just tried chinese tea(during wedding dinner) she was soo HYPERRRR.. oh myy....
Im not like that.. I am a tea drinker...
Is it because of yesterday drink?? I had Mint Chocolate Coffee.. it is SUPERBLY DELICIOUS.... If its really due to this drink, wont be drinking it at a late time...

Oh please.. let me stay awake till 1700hrs .....
Im not going out after work!!!!
Please, please dont ask me out!!!!!

Thursday, May 18, 2006

DaVinci Code

I love Tom Hanks!!!!!!!
He is soo cute.. love his voice...love the way he speaks.. but.. too bad.. he got receeding hair!!! oh well.. hes already OLD .. what do you expect?? HAHHAAHHAHA....

Well.. now I know how the drawings looked like...that Jacques Saunier (hope its correct) do upon himself...He really do all that to leave clues for his granddaughter.... Really love the way they do the analgram.. try to decipher the codes.. When I read the book last year, I just wondered how they do all these... In reality, how would these people look like ?? Ponder???... Are they like geeks??? And when they manage to decipher the codes, they must be OVERJOYED!!!
How I wish I am the one to decipher.... ;)
Will not tell the whole story.. .. wait you miss the excitement...

Turn out for this movie??? oh my!!! there was such a LONG QUEUE....Think some companies arranged for staffs to watch.... I saw a sign for PriceWaterhouse Coopers...hmm.. soo goodd... How come my company did not arrange this????

As usual.. movies without nachos is IMPOSSIBLE!!!! Had extra cheese.. YUMMYYYY....Well.. before movie starts, nachos all gone!!!! .... HAHAHHAHA....Blame the cute counter guy.. he asked if I want extra cheese..actually I was just thinking whether to or not.. but cannot resist him.. siiggghhh....What to do...

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Activities....

Joining activities is fun..because that is where you will interact with others...
You will have more friends... more engaging conversations... and there will be lots of laughter and SMILESS....

SMILE??
Why some people are so hard in giving a smile to others???
I am not a smiley person... I dont go around with a smile on my face.. OBVIOUSLY I dont want to be label as a mad person...but I will return a smile when someone did...or I start it first...
I hate it when get a sour face in return..
That was what happened yesterday.....Hmmm... dont understand...
At least someone did make me happy..besides the friend that I am with..
There was this guy who make funny faces at me.. though just known him recently... Well.. he is cute in a way... He is not that hunk looking.... but .. he is still CUTE!!! HAHHAHA.. got no words to describe him already....

Okie, this is going to be out of topic.. but I still like to include....
Me, a malay???
HAHAHAHAHA... I got this remarks many times...I dont know why people dont see me as a Malay person... instead they thought that I am a Chinese....
yesterday, this gal said to me 'You a malay?? I thought you a chinese..that is why I shocked you can speak Malay" My reply??
Me : HAHAHHAHAHA... its okie.. I know I can pass off as chinese...Dont worry
Gal : Eh really... all along I thought you chinese...
Me to a friend : Eh, she said I chinese.. See, I told you I can pass off as chinese... HAHAHHAHA....
Friend : (blur look)You????
Me to gal : Dont worry... you not the first person to say that....

I dont know which part of my features 'said' I am a chinese... As far as i know, in my family line, there is not a single chinese ..... our inter-racial marriage was with Malay, Indonesia, Malaysia(which is Malay also) ...
What I know is that, when my mom was pregnant, she chased this chinese contractor for not doing his job properly... That was it.....
Well.. my uncle did call me 'anak cina'......so guess all this about me look like chinese is true :)
whatever it is, I am a malay and proud of it...

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Me

how should i begin????
hey.. this sounds like a song.. "Where do i begin? To tell a story of how great a love can be..."Its from the movie The Love Story.. which is very very sad... but really love triumphs all...

Love??
It has been around 2 years that I am alone... no one special in my life .... Am i sad?? Well... seeing couples around me, yes, there comes a time that i will be in negative mood....but....im still sane.. do not resort to smoking.. drinking... or become WILD!!!!......

Friends asked me what kind of guy am i looking for?
Ans :- one who understand me (dont think guys can understand gals)can withstand my negative moods when it comes...
Not necessary to have same hobbies ..as it can grows within time....
One who is not male-chauvinistic....liar....pretender....
Is this too much??? oh yah....appearance wise - presentable...
Am i choosy???I dont think so... It just that there is no chemistry ....the ones that have a liking, well... dont know where it goes wrong :(
Maybe i am afraid....Afraid that they cannot accept me....
Accept me???Its not that Im not presentable..I have fibroids, cysts in fallopian tube and benign lumps on my breasts...Can people accept all these.. important thing, can the guy accept this????
Though all these are not cancerous, some people tend to have negative attitude...The ones that understand are who have gone through or have family/relatives that have same problem....

I am monitoring to these whole situation and doing something about it.......but im not going for surgery!!!!!!
Heard that!!! No SURGERY!!!!!

Monday, May 08, 2006

monday!!!!!

sssiigghhh....
Thought that this will be a good day to start off the week...but it turns out kinda sad....
Dont know if its got to be this coming holiday plans that are not materialising.... or is it PMS...
arggghhh......dont like it if it is... just would like it to begin and ends quickly.. HAHAHAHAHAHA... forcing my body system to do something which is beyond my control....
Weekend was quite ok.. though I was pissed off on saturday... had the music Take The Lead soundtrack on full blast
...... fortunately it was not rock music ...HAHAHHAHAHAHA....

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Siblings....

well.. there are pros and cons of having siblings ...right????
for me.. yes, i do have... but during teenaage years, relations between us are not good...
dont know whether it is because that i still hold grduge against her..but .... ????

u know.. borrowing people's things you tend to be very careful with it, right?? but nah... not she.. its like practically whenever my things got borrowed, it will end up in the chute .....
there were times that i locked my wardrobe .....
latest !!! my NIKE running shoes!!!! she borrowed .. and when i used it, the soles came off!!!! GOODNESS!!!! not even a word was uttered from her!!!!!now.. i need to fork out my own $$$ to get new ones...
i have been surveying shoes and try to get within $100 budget.....hope i manage to.... or should i wait for the GSS???? hhmm.. i think it should not be a problem....

Monday, May 01, 2006

human beings

why are human beings not satisfied with what they have???
what makes them compelled to do things that will eventually hurt another human beings???
why get married when in actual fact, the idea of getting tied down is DAMN TOO MUCH ???

as a human beings, we are given brains to think... not to follow other people footsteps, blindly...
you have a choice in what ever you do...be it good or bad...just that... think of the consequences ...
CONSEQUENCES.....yah.... its true sometimes you have to be spontaneous.. that is what LIFE is all about...but that does not mean that you can ignore your faults....

look at the HFMD....
there are advertisements that children needs to know about cleanliness...
but to me .. it all boils down to what parents teach them...
do the parents preach what they teach???
and just because you are an adult, you can get away with it...
DO NOT WASH THEIR HANDS AFTER VISITING THE RESTROOMS....
yyyeeeuuuwwwwwwwww... DISGUSTING!!!!!
you are not the only person who is using the restrooms...pppllllleeeeaaaasssseeeeeeeeeeeee think of others even if you want to a disgusting person...

SARS...
during this outbreak, people do all means to be clean.. but after it is over???back to your olddddd.. wayss...
cough without covering your mouth.. did not cover your nose when sneeze...
dig your noes!!!! and then touch things... visit restrooms but did not wash your hands...
oh pppleeaasseeee....
these are all personal care..... ..........

SALES, Sales & more salesssssssss

what a loooonngggggg wweeekkkeennnddddd this has been....
since this thursdayy found out that there are sales goingg onnn...you know SALEESSSSSS... especially FOX sales!!!!!
you know, there is no way i am going to miss it!!!!!! contact my gal friend .. YEAHHH!!!! FOX here we come!!!!!

sat...
went there with a mission.. to find jeans, tops and my friend's baby gal clothings...
disappointment??? no JEANS!!!!!!! oh myyy.. but really have fun searching for my sizes which are EASY.. kekekeke... after about two hours in there, i managed to get my shopping thingy... bought 8 tops !!!!!! gal friend sms saying sale over at SAFRA Mt Faber is good.. lots of jeans and pants.. ARRRGGGHHHHH... i want JEANS.....

sun
IKEA....
here i come!!!! scouting around for daybed and sliding door wardrobe... good thing IKEA provided free shuttle service from different locations.. took the bus at 1100hrs from Tampines...within 30mins, IKEA!!!!!
HERE I GOOoo....looking at all the displays.. starting from living room to kitchen to bedroom....
what i am looking for :-
1)daybed
2)wardrobe
3)shelfs
already narrowed down which daybed i want...but my friend said to look at other places if i want to get in teak wood...
as for wardrobe.. find it at NOVENA but it is in neutral color... insides of wardrobe i like.. IKEA - like the ones that are open concept.. the only thing is that i need people to hack down my current built-in wardrobe....
as for shelfs, will buy it at IKEA.. hehehehe.. shelfs are for my every increasing number of bags!!!!!!
we really went around queensway, bt timah and henderson area for bed and wardrobe...
it was fun.. but when the day ends, it was kind of sombre situation...
ssiiighhh....