Me

how should i begin????
hey.. this sounds like a song.. "Where do i begin? To tell a story of how great a love can be..."Its from the movie The Love Story.. which is very very sad... but really love triumphs all...

Love??
It has been around 2 years that I am alone... no one special in my life .... Am i sad?? Well... seeing couples around me, yes, there comes a time that i will be in negative mood....but....im still sane.. do not resort to smoking.. drinking... or become WILD!!!!......

Friends asked me what kind of guy am i looking for?
Ans :- one who understand me (dont think guys can understand gals)can withstand my negative moods when it comes...
Not necessary to have same hobbies ..as it can grows within time....
One who is not male-chauvinistic....liar....pretender....
Is this too much??? oh yah....appearance wise - presentable...
Am i choosy???I dont think so... It just that there is no chemistry ....the ones that have a liking, well... dont know where it goes wrong :(
Maybe i am afraid....Afraid that they cannot accept me....
Accept me???Its not that Im not presentable..I have fibroids, cysts in fallopian tube and benign lumps on my breasts...Can people accept all these.. important thing, can the guy accept this????
Though all these are not cancerous, some people tend to have negative attitude...The ones that understand are who have gone through or have family/relatives that have same problem....

I am monitoring to these whole situation and doing something about it.......but im not going for surgery!!!!!!
Heard that!!! No SURGERY!!!!!