Ramadhan

coming to an end in the next five days....will i ever see next Ramadhan???
i just wondered what is on their minds (who have the CHEEK not to fast, though they can)
saw disgusting scenes in this Ramadhan...
adults who sat in the coffeeshop, 'sembang-sembang' and DRINK in broad daylight!!!!
girls/ladies who cannot fast and can still show "hey im not fasting"
im not a pious person, neither im free from sins... i remembered when i was in secondary school, me and 3 girfriends did not fast. we ate ice-cream under overhead bridge near Joo Chiat Complex... yah, that time we were NAKAL!!!! but following year, i was hoping i can fast the whole Ramadhan.. but as girl/lady/woman - thats not possible.. but i know some ladies can fast whole month.. im so jealous!!!! im not angry of the usual cycle of a woman's body...but.........

i really hope that i can fast till the end ... but i think that's impossible....
well.... at least my body is cleared of the 'dirty' blood.
finally...

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir Batin
to whoever read this.......