mood

my mood has not been that good since last week, though i always have an upfront look of being OK..... it cannot be PMS .. and why are we, like so fast in blaming PMS???
i'm not a whiner...but when really in need, then i say out what i felt....its not listening ear that i got...
here i am, feeling a need to share, no one seems willing...its not as if i asking you to share my burden.. please lahh...i'm not that kind of person...
all these years, i heard people say middle children tends to be independent or anti-social etc...the truth???
no one bothered about them!!!! they are either busy attending to the elders or the youngers.. the middle??? "oh they can take care of themselves" "see how independent they are"
well what do you expect!!!!
how hard you cry or how hard you try, no one SEEMS TO CARE..they only start caring when you FAILED!!!!!