Cannot think of a title of what Im going to say...
Hmm.... Where should I start???
Had a fabulous time celebrating my friend birthday @ Vivocity... Had coffee @pacific coffee vivo.. oh my!!! LOUVE it there.. when my friend and I saw the daybed, we sat, imagining ourselves queen..waiting for our maid.. HAHAHAHAHAHA
there was a group of guys around, but,heck !!! Im having so much laughter.... that I dont care what they were thinkingggg.....
For the past two weeks, I HAD soo MUCH laughter, sooo much love ;)
Now, Im feeling bit sick... not sick in the brain!!!! Think had too much going on for the past weeks... My intention was to jog after the morning prayers, eat breakfast... clean up the house, watch cartoons.. go out.. buttt.. that was all ZILCHHh.... It rained!!! So, after prayers, my gorgeous bed called me back in :O) I didnt finally wake up till 1245hrs... yah..right... 1245 hrs!!!! I myself couldnt believe it!!! Having headache now :(

Desperate Housewifes

oh my!!!! yesterday episode is so touching to the MAX!!!
the feeling of waiting for the outcome and not wanting to lose your loved ones; be it your wife or girlfriends....
or someone whom you really detest but when that person is dying, you cannot bear it...

Dreams

What do dreams mean???
Are they the things that what, we in present times, wanted?
Or they are just playing our minds????

I had a dream yesterday...of my ex boyfriend...
Gosh!!! In the dream, we were BACK TOGETHER ...
Families and relatives were shocked and kept TELLING/ASKING me "what are you thinking???"
I cannot give them an answer, it was like my mouth being chained... actual fact??
I was screaming my lungs out saying this is not what i wanted but I was weak...
He??? He defended himself on what happened previously and why we are together now...

I dont want him!!!!
I want someone else!!!!!

emotional

dont know why... yesterday night i was feeling so emotional..
was watching "Tentang Cinta" ... i watched because of the theme song :0) but they didnt played it in full...
sigghh....
was remembering of my past relationships...
was remembering of my friends....
took out a notebook... which was left hidden... i wrote about how i felt over the last break-up...
in it, there was few entries that were written years back, as in year 1999... in it, a friend mentioned of suicide !!! true enough, it happened two years after that... oh my!!!! at that time, i can still keep my calm and try all means to get him back to life....not many people knew of this...decided to ask him out for dinner and to really talk ... guess both of us didnt really had a good talk... i was with a boyfriend and he just got heartbroken... he made a wall between us...
but now... both of us are good...
yesterday, i really had a good cry.. thank goodness my eyes were not SWOLLEN.. otherwise, i have to get out of the house... :(

My Heart is ...

Blue
Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well.You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return.

Your flirting style: Friendly

Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe

Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish

What you bring to relationships: Loyalty

did you all notice?? its a FULL MOON today!!!!!
what a nice picture.. too bad i did not bring my camera ...sigh.....
the week started ok..though I was hoping that I will get an answer to something..but ... alas...none was given....
oh yah.. Stomp the Yard - GOOD!!! love the dance moves....though i was actually shivering in the cinema... hmm.. yah.. I watched it all by myself ;0)

hope tomorrow will be a better day !!!!!!