I Miss You

how to tell that someone that you miss him

really really miss him...

no, he's not my bf, he is one of my guy friends

the guy friend, whom i have known for 11 odd years

the guy friend who always make me laugh

whom I will always feel safe with

whom my mentelness,

my manja-manja

my extremely splurging urge

will be there upfront

even though how hard I try to deny it...

but..knowing me that well...

siigghhhhh

after seeing him for that just brief moment

makes me sad,

sad that, after all these years,

our friendship was 'rocked' by slight quarrel

sad that, I have apologised, numerous times

wished him happy birthday

wished him merry xmas & new year

but no reply from him....

but I'm glad...

because seeing him just now with a girl by his side...

looking happy

I feel HAPPY for him too

I really has the urge to call him now

to talk to him

to have the friendship again, as before...

I REALLY MISS HIM

TRULY DEEPLY MISS HIM