RAIN

accompanied me last night.. when it was actually a sign of not to do what I intended to do...
human beings.... ...
Drizzle, accompanied me ...when I'm with a heavy heart and tossled thoughts... walking in it made me worst.. images and thoughts kept playing over and over and over....why do I feel so bad now???? It was not my intention to hurt ... that was a joke.. gosh!!! I am very bad in joking, ah???
Sleep has been eluding me for the past two weeks...
Appetite has left me for the past one week....
Now, I eat for the sake of eating..so that I will not get gastrics.. so that I will not fall sick...
This has not happened to me for a very LONG time...
Am I a bad person???

please accept my apologies...
yah, what has been said, cannot be taken back.. but..
sincerely, that was not my intention to make you feel bad...
now, Im the one feeling worst.....

please, please, please

I AM SORRY....

dont keep quiet ...

Im WORRIED sick now....